MY EXPERIMENTAL PHASE

MY EXPERIMENTAL PHASE

I needed about fifteen minutes to start writing, because I had more than one experimental phase in my life. But the most important one and the longest one happened to me when I was fifteen.

I always tried to be a good child, good pupil, good friend, good sister. I had a lot of obligations and I had to take care about my younger sisters-they are twins. I didn't hang out a lot nor I was interested in love. My big love was table tennis and I was training for a year but I had to stop because I had problems with my stomach ( vermiform appendix) and I also had to stop with my other big love-dance. And then something strange happened..

I met a boy, Edin, and I liked him very much. But, he was a bad boy, he was smoking, drinking and taking drugs. But I didn't care about it. I was angry with my parents because I thought they were very strict. So, I decided to be a bad girl for a while. I started lying to my parents, I didn't learn. I left my little sisters alone for few times (they were only six years old) and I even changed my clothes. My mum was worried and she tried to talk to me, but I din't pay attention , she was boring. One day ,my best friend told me she noticed there was something wrong with me and she asked me if she could help me , I just told her not to worry and that everything was O.K. But everything was wrong.

I broke up with Edin because he had another girl and I realized there was something wrong with me so I had to stop with that kind of life. It wasn't easy, but my family, my friends helped me and I finished with my experimental phase which lasted three months.

Now, when I'm 20 I know that all teens have to have their experimental phase. Some of them start smoking or drinking, taking drugs, sometimes it's just a phase but sometimes not... but some people spent there all life in experimental phase, is that possible? Is possible that they never become aware of that?

Consequences of experimental phase can be very bad, but that's a life and we have to learn to live it. My experimental phase helped me a lot and now I know that I'm not going to try anything strange or dangerous, I know tha t I love my life and I'm going to try not to do any experiments with my life but who knows? Then my life is not going to be interesting...